Wednesday, October 15, 2008

I am right were I am suppose to be!

I really am doing something right! I feel so at home here, so at ease, so excited for everyday of my life!
Last week I had the morning off and went down to the Showbox to pick up tickets for all my friends, for the up coming show Dark Star Orchestra! I walked over to Pike Place Market.. I never just go there and walk around. It rocks! All the fresh fruits, flowers and fish! I bought myself some of each! I got in my car and started to get this overwhelming feeling of happiness. I am really suppose to be here. I am living a life I have created, and I love it! Good things always happen to me. The people who surround me are amazing and wonderful and bring me joy.
Then it started to pour rain in the middle of the sunny afternoon... And I laughed.. Oh seattle! I searched for the rainbow..

The weekend came, and the show I had gotten tickets for was so much fun!! I was surrounded by at least 30 friends all dancing, smiling, and connecting. This is so right, this is so wonderful! Then I hear this guy asking my friend Nick... "who is this girl? I see her everywhere, she knows everyone and she seems awesome!" "HI I'm Stephie! I'm a Hugger!" This hug was extra super warm and cozy and comfortable.... "I'm Liam and you have been following me all summer" he said with a grin... HA! for once I have actually never noticed this guy! Someone noticed me first! That feels really nice.... Our joking interactions continued throughout the night, and I felt that this guy might be really intrigued by me.. hee hee that's exciting and new!
The next thing I know the show was over I am outside in the middle of a group hug because this group wants me to change my plans and go camping tomorrow.. A geological field trip, paragliding, campfires, smores... Wow.. give up my plan huh? Change what I do all the time..
Well... I am a sucker for nature. I am a sucker for new friends that give really amazing hugs! And it was a chance to spend some time with Nick and Laurie.. I really love those two and never see them enough. So 4 hours later I woke up and started packing to be picked up to go camping!

Mt Saint Helen was amazing!! Out in all of her full glory. The sky was blue the sun was out.
I found myself in a slew of amazing conversations. I think it feels really good when someone is genuinely interested in you. And it is even better when you are just as interested in them. Oh but it gets even better when you find you have so so much in common. It is even better when that someone who gives the best hugs ever feels like an old friend even though this is the first day you have ever spent together.
He is into paragliding (to say the least) So we all went to a launch sight. They knew they couldn't fly but they kited.. I was in awe, so amazing and beautiful.
It was the perfect day, I didn't want to be anywhere else!
Campfire, smores, great food, wine.... ahhhh and the chatting about everything...
I got to sleep next to him in his bus! It has heat, Sweet!! We chatted ourselves to sleep, and chatted ourselves awake... The best kind of sunday morning is laying in bed talking for an hour before you start the day.. don't you think?
I got to cook everyone blueberry pancakes for breakfast. I really like cooking for people, I like it when people around me are happy, fed, and feeling fine! Every time I make blueberry pancakes I think of Taylor. He came into my camp at string summit oh so many years ago, when we first met, and made us all blueberry pancakes.
My past is so intertwined with my present.
It must mean I am on the right path.

I am meeting the people that I am manifesting myself to meet.
I am making lasting connections, and new friends all the time.
I am right where I want to be, doing the things I want to do.
Looking forward to my days with hope and a soul that is smiling!

It is important to remember...
You will never get to do the things you want to do, by doing things you don't want to do!
So just do what you want to do!


I was just going to write about my pike market day.. guess I had more to say!
Ok back to sewing my Halloween costume!

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