Manifesting My Future

I am a firm believer in the fact the thoughts become things! So you have to focus on the good ones. I am not sure if I was always doing that. I mean I would say that I wanted a relationship. But then I tended to think about how the others had all gone wrong. How everyone always wanted to "just be friends" But then I met someone that made me change my mind. I thought wow this could work, I finally found someone great! But he was hesitating the whole time, I chose to ignore many things that I knew were not right for me, just because I just really really wanted to have that connection. And wouldn't you know it, he told me he just wanted to be friends. My friends all saw it wasn't going to work, why didn't I? But it didn't matter, it gave me hope. It sparked that feeling of magical new beginnings. It made me focus more on what could be. And then I think it found me this time! So that great hugger I was talking about a couple posts ago.. Well it continues to go well.. wow its going well enough to talk about it in two posts!
It has been so so long, I don't even think I even knew it could be like this. There are no hesitations this time. He is totally into me! And all my friends see it too! And it feels wonderful and refreshing! I don't know how many times I read that freakin book! "he's really not into you" I would keep telling myself... if he was he would call, want to spend time with you, not be able to get enough of you. I was starting to think that book was lame! Could everything they say in this book be true. Well I didn't settle (well I guess I almost did there for a second, but I am sure I would have figured it out in due time) This time I am with someone who calls, comes over even though we were just together all day, cooks for me, opens the car door for me, compliments me all the time, he holds my hand, and is always massaging some part of me when ever I am around.
This time I feel adored, beautiful, wanted, and special. All my friends can not get over how awesome he is, and how we are together! It really feels right! I can be myself with him, and I can say the sweet things I think because he says sweet things to me all the time. I don't feel like I am being too much! We like a lot of the same things, yet we have our own hobbies as well. All the things I ever asked for in a partner are there with Liam. He makes plans for the future.. He plans out what he is going to cook for me the following week. He thanks me for coming over and sleeping next to him. We made a promise to never take each other for granted. We carve pumpkins, watch movies, have game nights, go fly kites, he loves to talk, and is engaging. He remembers that I don't like spicy foods to just name one! He tells me that his face hurts from smiling so much from being around me.
We feel like we can just kiss for hours.... and we do :)
I have met my cuddling match!!
He loves the outdoors, but actually likes them the way I do. Hiking, snowshoeing, cross country skiing. So he para glides. Can I deal with this? He said to me "I'm a package deal... I glide" I said I know. And I love that he has a hobby. But last weekend when I went with him, all I could imagine was him jumping off that mountain and falling, and my life becoming a best selling movie! Everyone tells me I should write a book. Well I want to write the ending right now....
And they lived happily ever after.... not she found mr. right and then he fell! Why do I even have thoughts like this. He thought it was so cute that I was worries about him. But I did have a best friend die rock climbing. And then another good friend almost die in an avalanche he survived but the man with him did not. It is way close for home to me. Then again it seems peaceful, magical and delicious. I could actually see myself flying off the sides of mountains! Or would I be too scared?? It was on my list to do while I was in NZ and I never got around to it. That is where he tried it and fell in love with it. Funny how things work right. I look forward to getting to be with him every night. I look forward to the plans we have made with each other for this winter. I look forward to the possibilities of this amazing man... and I really want to have a happy ending to my book!